Today celebrates 2 years of writing this blog. It was about this time of day and I felt spent and confused and sad and curious about what the world had to offer. Every year I have the time after Christmas and before New Years to reflect and look at my life.
I'm kind of sad today, but it's a relatively low-grade sadness. I'm more sad that I'm gonna spend tonight alone. I'm still dating CW (actually been going strong, like 12 dates in haha) and it's good but he went out of town to spend some time with his old friends. It's cool because I'm poor and wasn't able to go this time.
I'm going to change my financial situation, take chances, cry more, laugh more, enjoy my friends more, watch less tv, watch less porn, focus on the interpersonal relationships, cook more, and be honest with myself. I'm probably going to get a new job in 2010 and the way things currently stand, CW and I will be boyfriends by the middle of next month. I truly enjoy my apartment and think I will stay here a long while (if I stay in OKC). China is out. I reached 16 of my 20 2009 goals (quasi-resolutions) and I will continue working on these into 2010.
I make mistakes sometimes and I fall short of my goals often but someday I will be successful. Is it weird that I feel better going into 2010 because I have a new truck and a new guy going forward?
My boys the Sooners did great today vs. Stanford and won a hard fought (and seemingly rigged by the officials) bowl game! Boomer Sooner!